Usually, the setting back of the clocks does not effect me, but I feel very BLAH today :/ I forced myself to finally get out of bed at 8:30 AM... 8:30 AM! I work at 10:30, so normally, I would be forcing myself to get out of bed at 10, haha. Now, I'm getting ready to fold some laundry while listening to Taylor Swift. Right now, I'm listening to her song "Never Grow Up". Seriously, it has a good message. Major props to this lady. It makes me think about how much I really love my momma. It also makes me think about how silly kids are for pushing so hard to grow up and get out of high school. I would give anything to have a year of high school back and working at the good ole Main Street. Sure, at the time it may seem like a big ball of suck, until it is 3 years later and you are working to pay bills, not to put gas in your car and go shopping.
The other thought I have in my head is about how dangerous it is to be in a relationship. I am not talking about murder dangerous, (even though that can happen, too) I mean your heart and mind changes. Do not get me wrong, I absolutely love Brad and I cannot picture myself without him at this point, but it is really hard and stressful sometimes. I guess those are the things we go through for the GREAT things. I have learned that you cannot expect that other person to make you happy, you cannot depend on them. You have to have individual reliance. You are not going to be happy until you truly want to be happy...
ANYWHO! I obviously have a lot of thoughts floating around in this brain. Stupid time change :p
On a SEMI-lighter note, my Uncle Scott and Aunt Grace come home today. When Brad gets off of work, me, my mom, and him are meeting my grandparents and the aunt and uncle at Fast Eddies. I plan on drinking a big ole strawberry daquari ... yum! Really, I am not big on alcohol, but these are the best frozen drinks :) OKAY, I am going to get off of here and fold these clothes, so I do not have to do it later. I have a paper due by midnight, so there is no time for later.
The other thought I have in my head is about how dangerous it is to be in a relationship. I am not talking about murder dangerous, (even though that can happen, too) I mean your heart and mind changes. Do not get me wrong, I absolutely love Brad and I cannot picture myself without him at this point, but it is really hard and stressful sometimes. I guess those are the things we go through for the GREAT things. I have learned that you cannot expect that other person to make you happy, you cannot depend on them. You have to have individual reliance. You are not going to be happy until you truly want to be happy...
ANYWHO! I obviously have a lot of thoughts floating around in this brain. Stupid time change :p
On a SEMI-lighter note, my Uncle Scott and Aunt Grace come home today. When Brad gets off of work, me, my mom, and him are meeting my grandparents and the aunt and uncle at Fast Eddies. I plan on drinking a big ole strawberry daquari ... yum! Really, I am not big on alcohol, but these are the best frozen drinks :) OKAY, I am going to get off of here and fold these clothes, so I do not have to do it later. I have a paper due by midnight, so there is no time for later.
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