22 golden balloons...

I know the common question, "Why do these kind of things happen?" cannot be answered, but for once I wish it could be. You were such a damn good person. I have started feeling better about your passing and I thought today would be a day of celebrating your life with a hint of sadness, but there happens to be a lot of sadness. Honestly, I have the same feelings the week I had after your passing. I know we were not close, but I feel a lot of hurt... for you, your family, and anyone that loved and knew you; Anyone that you made smile. Tomorrow I am going to visit you for your birthday, but you will not be there physically and that scares me a little bit. I sure do hope you're doing swell wherever you are... Just always know that there are a lot of people that love you and miss you and always will. 


P.S. Happy mothafuckin' golden birthday!