I have posted so much more since I had my heart broken, ha ha. My carpel tunnel is growing day by day. I wanted to write a blog yesterday because when I was mowing the yard I had all of these awesome thoughts, but of course half of them are lost in my mind right now. One of my friends said the other day, "I think everyone should have their heart broken at least once because it builds character." She may be onto something. Not that I would enjoy to see anyone go through the pain that I went through or the pain I have witnessed in my other friends, but it's definitely an eye-opener. I consider myself to be a realist, which some people consider to be an asshole, but really I just come to grips with the truth. One thing I was thinking about when I was mowing yesterday was how we should treat our ex boyfriends and girlfriends. So many people try to avoid one another or they do not have very nice things to say about one another. I know that I have dropped "that son of a bitch" once or twice, but that's the initial reactions. There is usually a lot of hate after a break-up and that is something that I most definitely did not and never want. I know the friendship that me and my ex had together and even though it's lost right now, I know it's not lost for good. Another thought I had is that maybe more people should give the person that broke their heart a big ole "THANK YOU!", and I do not mean that in a "good riddance" way; no matter the circumstances. I am so thankful to know the feeling of real love, the good times spent together, and for the heartache. My way of thinking has changed quite a bit and even though the way my life was going wasn't bad, I like the new outlook I have. I am not sure that I have told anyone of you this, but my mother told me a little story as soon as my break-up ended. She said that she had her heart broken and she thanks that person all of the time because she would not have the life she has with my dad. That's where the little quote, "Everything happens for a reason." comes into play.

Well, those are my words of wisdom for the day, but I have to go clean! Good day to you all!