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Our last words to each other can't be "Ball Cock".

Hello all :) I wanted to write this blog last night, but Shannon came over and I was supposed to get my math quiz done, but instead we watched Sex and the City and I fell asleep. I intend for this blog to hold a lot of cool life information, but I am not so sure that it will once I get the ball rolling. Last week at Shannon and Kate's family dinner, we had Asian food which of course requires fortune cookies. Feeling pretty low considering it was the first time really out without him by my side around all of our friends, I needed a pick me up. I opened my fortune cookie and was pretty surprised. (Even though they are complete bullshit). My fortune read: "Although it feels like a roller coaster now, life will calm down." It pretty much hit the nail on the head and it kind of turned my mood. Honestly, since then, I have been doing a lot better and I know each day will just get easier. The thing is, with a break-up like mine, there is no room to be REALLY angry because pe
It has been a little over two months since I have written a blog and I am not sure why. Maybe because time got away from me or something. Anyway, I feel like writing one today, so that is what I shall do. Recently (almost a week ago), my (ex)boyfriend decided that he wanted to end our relationship. He said that his feelings for me had changed and that it was time to call it quits. Of course it killed me, but being the logical girl that I am, I did not argue with his decision because I do not want to be with someone that does not want to be with me. That being said, a couple days later, I tried talking to him to see if we could work things out and that was not going to happen. I am not angry with him for this because he was honest with me and he was nothing but a good friend and I love his family. I have a lot of respect for the whole bunch! Not only that, but we are trying to end this on good terms... Onto the emotional side of the whole ordeal... I am not the kind of person that