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If the World was Ending

I was distracted and in traffic I didn't feel it when the earthquake happened, but it really got me thinking... Were you out drinking?  Were you in the living room, chillin' watchin' television? It's been a year now... Think I've figured out how... how to let you go and let communication die out. I know, you know, we know, you weren't down for forever and it's fine... I know, you know, we know, we weren't meant for each other and it's fine... But if the world was ending, you'd come over right? You'd come over and you'd stay the night... Would you love me for the hell of it? All our fears would be irrelevant. If the world was ending you'd come over, right? The sky'd be falling and I'd hold you tight. And there wouldn't be a reason why we would even have to say goodbye.  If the world was ending you'd come over, right? Right....? I tried to imagine your reaction It didn't scare me when the eart

I Can't Live With You.

I can't live with you, but I can't live without you I can't let you stay, but I can't live if you go away I don't know just how it goes, all I know is I can't live with you. I'm having a hard time I'm walking a fine line between hope and despair... You may think that I don't care. But I traveled a long road, to get a hold of my sorrow I tried to catch a dream, but nothing's what it seems.  Love is saying baby it's all right When deep inside you're really petrified Lover turns to hater on this escalator.  I can't live with you, but I cant live without you I can't breathe if you stay, but I can't bear you to go away I don't know what time it is, all I know is I can't live with you.  Were stuck in a bad place We're trapped in a rat race and we can't escape Maybe there's been some mistake. We're trying to make a high score We're walking through a closed do

Glow-Getter.

Glow-Getter: A  driven busy gal who strives to achieve her goals in life while attaining a beautiful glow both inside and out.  I saw this and it grasped my attention like a child’s hand on candy in a candy dish. I have always felt driven; I may not know where the hell I am going, but I’ve always felt the drive and regardless of the obstacles during the journey, I will get there. I feel like I have this constant burning passion that’s hard to fulfill so I’m all over the place. I want to be a killer mom, but i also want to be madly in love and see the world. How am I going to manage all of these things? I never learned to juggle.  I think it’s a decision, right? Things aren’t just going to happen and fall in your lap. It takes effort and acting on your desires. If you don’t like your job, you have to actively look for a new one. If you love someone and want to be with them, you have to put in the work and do your part to see that happens. If you want your child potty-trained - they’